I am the type of mom who kisses her kids almost all day long. Sometimes I wonder if it annoys them... oh well.. it completes me. My husband and I are contantly showering our kids with love. We tell how cute they are, how silly they are, we kiss them, hug them... it's just PERFECT!!!
As an adult now, I don't consider myself to be too close to my brothers (there are 3 of us, I am the only girl of the bunch). I don't hug my brothers or kiss them hello. It's awkward if it even does ever happen. It doesn't even happen on birthdays... and when it does it's hugs from my younger brother who even has to state "Here is the awkward hug".
I want my kids to be different.
I want my kids to be close an feel support from each other.
I miss my brothers a lot and I wish we would have been brought up to hug each other and tell each other I love you. I never hear that from them and sometimes you just need an I love you from someone that you love. I know you really can't choose how your kids will turn out in adulthood, but I am wishing for the best from them. It's just what moms do.
On another note. I have been having a lot of issues with my thyroid like stated previously. It has been completely difficult. The most difficult part has been the mood swings. So today I went to do my hair. I. CUT. IT. ALL. OFF. Yep! I cut all my hair off. It is to my shoulders. I am a half-way blonde too HAHA! I love it. I wonder what my husband will think of it. He prefers my long hair. I really needed this change though. I finally look a bit older, like a mom. Isa's open house is on Friday so it looks mommy perfect!
I need to buy a memory card for my camera. In the meantime here is a phone picture. Of course Isabella has to make silly faces and look away. Typical child lol.
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