Epiphany

I don't know why but recently I had an epiphany.

Well I have finally realized that social media (Instagram, Facebook) is just such a waste of precious time. I really don't know how I came to realize it but I did. You can catch me scrolling through it if I find myself to be extremely bored... every 4 days or so. I hardly ever post any more. Am I getting old? Or what?

I am fascinated with my kids. They are all growing up and life is just getting fun. We can do so many things now. Lucas is still small (he's only 1.4) but the fact that he can walk and he's exploring the world means my arm is not in terrible pain because it feels like it is about fall off. I can sit back now and watch my kids laugh and play... and I just find myself taking it all in. No more taking pictures to upload them to instagram. Why? No one gives a s*** anyways.
 Seriously. No one does.

For the past 3 years I have been trying to catch up with getting pictures printed and put into albums but something always comes up and it just never gets done. I have a huge phobia of losing track of all the pictures and losing them and then I will have no memories of my kids being tiny. It is really a scary thought.

Next week, the girls have "videotaping week" at the dance studio. They have a recital coming up in June and this is the time for moms to come in an videotape so we can practice at home. I suddenly realized... I don't have a video camera. Does that make a difference any more? Is recording with a video camera the same as recording with your regular camera? Life is hard.

Maybe I can figure out how to throw a clip of their dance moves on here. In the meantime, I need to figure out what type of camcorder I can get my hands on.

Happy Sunday!